UnContinuous Love

Why do I go insane?
Why do I feel so little happiness, but so much pain?
My eyes starting to look like rain on glass against a window pane.

I've grown to hate what I once loved;
because I have nothing, nothing, too much.

Nothing but the memories of you...of us.

You'll always be locked in my head because I threw away the key.
Threw away the key, the way you threw away me.

The one thing you promised is to never hurt me.
It may seem sad, but at one point, but look at what we had.

You may not know you still love me, I know I still love you.
Us without each other is like a left shoe with no right shoe.

I try to let all these memories fade away, but they are just too strong.

I now can't believe that at one time,
I thought that the idea of us together would be so wrong.
I miss the way you always made me laugh, and so much fun we had.

Then you went and shot my heart, with a never stopping revolting gun.
Bleeding never stopping; my heart being left with a permanent wound.

I miss everything about us, together.
I miss me being a part of your world,
I miss being called your girl.

You were able to take me away from you as a whole,
but you will always have a piece of my heart.

Whether you want it or not,
I promise, like I've always promised,
I love you forever.
Till death do us - me - part.